GRRRR

Senior. 2 years has passed since entering a new stage of my life. I am now going through the final year in my school life and I still cannot believe it. It feels so fast! Maybe it's because I am usually preoccupied with my CCA and stuff most of the time. Hmmm...

I'm still thinking if I should go to university. I mean, everyone has been thinking of it since first year but I am still unsure of what I should do in the future. Should I be an engineer? Hell no if you ask me cos my maths ain't that good :/ Engineering kills me everyday ARGHHHH If only my O Levels grades were better PFFT

Anyways, my GPA isn't going so well and I doubt I can find a 'shortcut' to change my field of study. I need a miracle, BADLY!! (The only miracle I need is maybe for me to study hard.)

I think I'm crazy - I joined a new CCA. :O Man, people are rushing their GPA, but I am still idling my way through school. What is wrong with me? OMG I think I need a psychiatrist LOL. Nah,
I hate talking to strangers about my private life HAHAHA.

I have no friends in school. Friends, in my dictionary means, people who you can get chummy and crazy with no matter what. School sux and to add to it, I have classmates that either linger their way to get As or back stab other classmates. :\ I hate my class. I don't enjoy going to school. There is no hype in preparing to go to school everyday. I think this results in me skipping classes all day. OOPS.

I think maybe as life goes on and everyone gets older, the world becomes harsher. The cold hard truth about reality gets smacked into your face without warning. Haizzz, I don't want to grow up. :( No matter how I resist, I cannot deny the fact that the world is indeed going into full speed and I really need to catch up and get used to it. All the best to me and to the new world! :) CHEERS!