Winx Club -  Bloom ∞ Be Yourself. Be Unique. Be A Monster.∞: February 2017

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Tuesday, 21 February 2017

A Fool

I took a glance
When I had the chance
Seconds then minutes
We were infinite

Your eyes ever so bright
You brought me light
And your curling lips
Oh, my heart even skips

Baby, you were perfect
How right we clicked
But I knew better
When you met her

We were the wrong pieces
And then it creases
No matter how hard we try
The setting sun said bye 

I stole a glance
When I had a chance
Seconds then minutes
It was absolute

Your eyes ever so bright
You bring her light
And your curling lips
Oh, my heart still skips

Baby, you are perfect
How right you both clicked
Wish I knew sooner
Before I became a goner

Friday, 17 February 2017

Update bout my life at the moment...

Exams are next week and i've been doing a lot of questions in preparation for them. Since I failed my components for PSA, I have to get at least 75 marks for that paper on Monday which is driving me crazy.

As much as everyone has faith in me, I don't. I am super scared I will fail that module and have to retake another semester. It just sux since I'm not born with a high IQ. + itz not helping that I'm beyond lazy since forever. HAIZZZZZZ...

So here I am, on my study break trying to grasp the already blurring situation. I got a very bad feeling that I have to remodule. HAIZZZZ... but nonetheless, I don't think it's the end of the world rite ? At most, I just have to study harder to graduate in September/October instead of May :\

Letz face life with positivity anyways since life isn't that colourful to begin with...

Monday, 13 February 2017

W PROJECT 장준, 영택 "가뭄 (Feat. BéE)"

Today marks the day of the 2nd W PROJECT!!!!

The song genre is similar to INFINITE H since it's featuring BéE from Rphabet who has been with INFINITE for quite some time now. But nevertheless, the song is mindblowing!!!!!

Click the link below and be prepared to be WOW-ed :D

W PROJECT 장준, 영택 "가뭄 (Feat. BéE)"

Kinda sad that the Woollim boys are around my age or younger T^T #ohwell... at least got some older than me... 6 more oppas to fangirl over WOOTS!!!! Can't wait to see Daeyeol OMG!!! saw the replies to my comment [If W PROJECT is getting better and better, when DAeyeol's turn comes, it's explosion time !!!], people are saying they stan INFINITE but don't know Daeyeol and some even saying Daeyeol is their brother in law; kinda disturbing man...

GET THESE FACTS RIGHT PEOPLE:

1. OUR OPPAS REMAINS OUR OPPAS
2. WE DO NOT FIGHT WITH OTHER FANS OVER THEM COZ OUR OPPAS ARE NOT OUR POSSESSIONS
3. OUR OPPAS WILL ONE DAY DATE AND GET MARRIED WITH OTHER GIRLS BUT NOT THEIR FANS AND WE, AS FANS HAVE TO RESPECT THAT
4. WE DO NOT FANTASISE OUR OPPAS AS OUR OWN PARTNERS (OTHER THAN FANFICS LOL)
5. WE DO NOT INVADE OUR OPPAS' PRIVACY
6. OUR OPPAS REMAINS OUR OPPAS

Seriously, some fans are so weird especially those EXO sasaengs. SERIOUSLY?! Shouldn't you respect your oppas and not invade their privacy? Get some respect man! Too obsessed won't get you anywhere.

Well anyways, I hope more people will appreciate the 2nd W PROJECT!!

PS. it juz sux since BTS made a comeback on the same day :\ they even reached 5 million views haizzzz EVERYONE PLS LOVE WOOLLIM MORE!!! JEBAL!!!

Tuesday, 7 February 2017

Memory

Memory is something remembered from the past. It is therefore a precious thing. To contain a memory of someone or something from the past and be able to retain it is a gift. Some suffer from amnesia and therefore, do not get to enjoy the gift. Those who still has their memory intact though, some tend to use it to an advantage or sometimes not appreciating it.

I personally belong to the group that don't appreciate certain memories that I still retained in my mind. However, those that I want to remember are those that I forgot. Often, I wished my memory capacity wouldn't play such a joke on me. It's cruel to remember things I don't want to and forgetting those memories which are so valuable to me. Things that happened just five minutes ago, I can't seem to remember it well. Sometimes, I even forget those memorable experiences I had in the past. Today, an acquaintance from the past said hi to me but I failed to recognise instantly who he was. It was sad since I am now forgetting people I've met and interacted with.

Maybe this is karma since I always wished I had amnesia so I can forget all those painful memories. Nowadays, instead of burying them inside somewhere, they seemed to be popping out one by one. I even had a vivid nightmare about one of it. It was horrible since I was like practically experiencing it all over again.

If I were granted a wish to remember something in the past, I would want to remember all the good times I had with my muzk3t33rz (i forgot the stylized name and where my badge is, ohwell). Seriously, I was able to reminisce a lot about the past last time, but now, I can barely remember anything other than vague facts.

Sometimes I think having amnesia is a gift instead since one is granted the chance to create a new life. The past live isn't that important anymore in this case. People keep saying that the past doesn't matter since we are living in the present but it is hard to act that way. I keep thinking about the past and can't seem to move on even though I have the mindset to do so. It's depressing and at the same time it is causing me to crumble bit by bit. Being hung up by the past isn't something you want to experience. So, how does one move on? I thought it would be easier to just forget everything and bury them somewhere but it seemed to only be taunting me.

I think I need help but at the same time it's weird getting help from people, especially strangers. Why would strangers care about your baggage? It's just too much. I just thought (still think) that keeping everything inside me and tackling everything by myself is all that it takes. I shouldn't burden anyone, not last time, today or ever.

Saturday, 4 February 2017

Depression

Depression is a state of unhappiness or despondency. When one feel emotions like hopelessness and despair, it might be depression.

It is said that depression tends to engulf one's life while in some cases, one might not even feel like anything has changed. The symptoms vary depending on the cases of the one experiencing it.

Some may experienced changes in weight, oversleeping or even loss of interest in daily activities.

Those who felt like nothing has changed, are those who are slowly falling into depression. This is especially if the person is introverted or are slowly distancing them everyone including their own family or their loved ones.

They will start to be alone and not really feel that they are actually alone when in reality, they are indeed alone. This is sad actually since the person is slowly going into oblivion.

In some cases, when the person is aware that they are alone, they feel distraught and this can become guilt which in turn becomes self-blame. Some even proceed to self-inflict and continue to live in their own world.

Slowly by slowly, they sink further into the black hole until one day someone is brave enough to pull the person out. This will only be possible if the person opens his/her heart.

So, will the day to finally come out of the hole finally come?

Friday, 3 February 2017

SUCCESS

What is success? What do you define as success? How do you determine it's a success?

All these questions, it seems no one is completely sure whether they have the right answer or not. At one point, some may have their own answers but it can't be said to be correct. Not everyone agrees to a particular definition of success. It seems everyone has their own way of determining success.

This brings us back to the burning question - what is success? If you look in the dictionary, success is "the accomplishment of an aim or purpose". So, does that mean that success can be defined in one's way of defining it?

Many have a standard for the term "success". To them, success is bringing in money, earning profits and being one of the top few multi-billionaires. This makes one ponder whether success equals to money. Many tend to define that they are equal but are they really equal?

So, what is success actually?