What is success? What do you define as success? How do you determine it's a success?
All these questions, it seems no one is completely sure whether they have the right answer or not. At one point, some may have their own answers but it can't be said to be correct. Not everyone agrees to a particular definition of success. It seems everyone has their own way of determining success.
This brings us back to the burning question - what is success? If you look in the dictionary, success is "the accomplishment of an aim or purpose". So, does that mean that success can be defined in one's way of defining it?
Many have a standard for the term "success". To them, success is bringing in money, earning profits and being one of the top few multi-billionaires. This makes one ponder whether success equals to money. Many tend to define that they are equal but are they really equal?
So, what is success actually?
Friday, 3 February 2017
Saturday, 28 January 2017
TIRED
Ever felt so tired in your life? I know I did at some point in my life.
I can be doing something I like at the moment and I feel so lethargic that I am barely doing anything. It's like I'm staring into space or even stoning but in actuality, I'm just reflecting on myself.
It feels so depressing and everything just feels like a downer. I even feel weak to get up from my bed to actually have a decent bath. I just lay there as I looked up at the dusty ceilings and ponder on things. I can be looking at how round the lights in my room are and the next moment I stare at the white empty space and drift off to another world.
At times when I'm on the way to school, I look out the window and watch all the trees, buildings and people I left behind as the bus made its way to its destination. All I did is just stare at things and do nothing else. I can't really say I'm listening to music even if I'm plugged in since the music is just there to break the silence and nothing else.
On days when I was brought to another world, I was having an adventure that I would not forget. However, if you asked me what they were, I could not give any answers as I have forgotten everything. It seems like my subconscious mind is working when I'm actually conscious which means to say I am actually daydreaming for real. I always wonder how my subconscious mind works and how is it I can't seem to remember the dreams that I wished to remember. It's annoying actually, not being to do what you want.
School is such a drag, with homework piling up and exams coming up. I wished I was born smart so I don't have to waste time studying something so difficult. As much as I like school, I hate exams. It's tiring to study and when the results failed me, I just feel so tired and distraught.
It's funny how the feeling tired can branched out to many other feelings. It's similar to the term mixed feelings at the same time it differs since tired is like the core feeling involved. It's like tired causes certain feelings to come by and further destroys oneself. It's scary though if one takes tired too leisurely. The consequences may be dire.
My personal experience may differ to others and at this moment I wonder, what does tired actually means?
I can be doing something I like at the moment and I feel so lethargic that I am barely doing anything. It's like I'm staring into space or even stoning but in actuality, I'm just reflecting on myself.
It feels so depressing and everything just feels like a downer. I even feel weak to get up from my bed to actually have a decent bath. I just lay there as I looked up at the dusty ceilings and ponder on things. I can be looking at how round the lights in my room are and the next moment I stare at the white empty space and drift off to another world.
At times when I'm on the way to school, I look out the window and watch all the trees, buildings and people I left behind as the bus made its way to its destination. All I did is just stare at things and do nothing else. I can't really say I'm listening to music even if I'm plugged in since the music is just there to break the silence and nothing else.
On days when I was brought to another world, I was having an adventure that I would not forget. However, if you asked me what they were, I could not give any answers as I have forgotten everything. It seems like my subconscious mind is working when I'm actually conscious which means to say I am actually daydreaming for real. I always wonder how my subconscious mind works and how is it I can't seem to remember the dreams that I wished to remember. It's annoying actually, not being to do what you want.
School is such a drag, with homework piling up and exams coming up. I wished I was born smart so I don't have to waste time studying something so difficult. As much as I like school, I hate exams. It's tiring to study and when the results failed me, I just feel so tired and distraught.
It's funny how the feeling tired can branched out to many other feelings. It's similar to the term mixed feelings at the same time it differs since tired is like the core feeling involved. It's like tired causes certain feelings to come by and further destroys oneself. It's scary though if one takes tired too leisurely. The consequences may be dire.
My personal experience may differ to others and at this moment I wonder, what does tired actually means?
Tuesday, 24 January 2017
Lies & Liars
Lies are so easy to conjure especially when it becomes a habit. With a snap of the fingers, lies are told. Every second, someone is lying whether directly in the face or behind someone's back.
A habit turned into an addiction makes one a professional liar. A facade is put on the liar's face where only a few is able to see through. If you look closer, you will be able to see more, like the sudden movement in the eyelids, a hitch in the breath or even the sudden change of expression. It is said that a joyful person is actually a loner and in turn, a liar.
A mysterious person is seen as someone with so many things to hide. It is also assumed that they too are liars.
So, does this means everyone is a liar at some point of time?
A habit turned into an addiction makes one a professional liar. A facade is put on the liar's face where only a few is able to see through. If you look closer, you will be able to see more, like the sudden movement in the eyelids, a hitch in the breath or even the sudden change of expression. It is said that a joyful person is actually a loner and in turn, a liar.
A mysterious person is seen as someone with so many things to hide. It is also assumed that they too are liars.
So, does this means everyone is a liar at some point of time?
Thursday, 22 December 2016
Update
I keep having dreams of KPOP idols that are not my oppa. Maybe coz my sister always watches them beside me and it's kinda annoying since I sorta don't like them.
The weird thing was that my sis's bias was saving me from this evil guy and change my life for the better. I might have read too much on this genre LOL.
So I had a very bad headache sort of thing yesterday which caused me to wake up in the middle of the night twice. Usually I would never wake up when I'm sleeping as I'm a deep sleeper but yesterday was hell. The pain was mostly on my neck at the back of my head and it's very annoying. As I'm typing this, I'm still feeling the pain. ARGHHHHH Life just sucks.
And I realised I'm supposed to be at school today to do my project but I forgot so I decided to do a bit on my other projects at home.
Everyone I know is on overseas, even my family is going next week for 3 days. I'm not going as I don't really feel the hype of going.
I used to be jealous of people going to holidays once or twice a year and they even went cruising before. I feel like a total virgin since I never experienced a lot of things in life. It's aggravating to be living like this at times.
So recently there is 3 Kdramas hot on my list - Weighlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo, Goblin and Hwarang.
I've been catching up with Weighlifting Kim Bok Joo since the 2 main casts caught my eye in School 2015 and Cheese In The Trap respectively. Nam Joo Hyuk is one rising actor man! Lee Sung Kyung wasn't actually my fav person in Cheese In The Trap since she was evil to Kim Go Eun tsk. But she proved to be a very good actress. I caught a glimpse of her in Doctor and it's quite sad she isn't the lead actress coz she is good. Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo granted my wish and bonus, she didn't even have to show her pretty face to show off her charms!
Goblin caught my eye since Lee Dong Wook, Yook Sung Jae and Kim Go Eun is in it. Everyone is there to see Gong Yoo ever since he was so popular in Train to Busan well, me not really. The bromance between Gong Yoo and Lee Dong Wook is one of the most eye-catching scenes though! Especially when Lee Dong Wook bizarre actions takes part in the drama! This drama is worth the hype!
Hwarang is like another Scarlet Heart Ryeo since it is full of kkot nam ja. I'm basically there to see Park Seo Joon, Go Ara and Park Hyung Sik. A lot is chasing after BTS, V but me not so much. Episode 2 was super touching omg! Lee Kwang Soo cameo was simply memorable! I just hope this drama won't be a disappointment like Scarlet Heart...
The weird thing was that my sis's bias was saving me from this evil guy and change my life for the better. I might have read too much on this genre LOL.
So I had a very bad headache sort of thing yesterday which caused me to wake up in the middle of the night twice. Usually I would never wake up when I'm sleeping as I'm a deep sleeper but yesterday was hell. The pain was mostly on my neck at the back of my head and it's very annoying. As I'm typing this, I'm still feeling the pain. ARGHHHHH Life just sucks.
And I realised I'm supposed to be at school today to do my project but I forgot so I decided to do a bit on my other projects at home.
Everyone I know is on overseas, even my family is going next week for 3 days. I'm not going as I don't really feel the hype of going.
I used to be jealous of people going to holidays once or twice a year and they even went cruising before. I feel like a total virgin since I never experienced a lot of things in life. It's aggravating to be living like this at times.
So recently there is 3 Kdramas hot on my list - Weighlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo, Goblin and Hwarang.
I've been catching up with Weighlifting Kim Bok Joo since the 2 main casts caught my eye in School 2015 and Cheese In The Trap respectively. Nam Joo Hyuk is one rising actor man! Lee Sung Kyung wasn't actually my fav person in Cheese In The Trap since she was evil to Kim Go Eun tsk. But she proved to be a very good actress. I caught a glimpse of her in Doctor and it's quite sad she isn't the lead actress coz she is good. Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo granted my wish and bonus, she didn't even have to show her pretty face to show off her charms!
Goblin caught my eye since Lee Dong Wook, Yook Sung Jae and Kim Go Eun is in it. Everyone is there to see Gong Yoo ever since he was so popular in Train to Busan well, me not really. The bromance between Gong Yoo and Lee Dong Wook is one of the most eye-catching scenes though! Especially when Lee Dong Wook bizarre actions takes part in the drama! This drama is worth the hype!
Hwarang is like another Scarlet Heart Ryeo since it is full of kkot nam ja. I'm basically there to see Park Seo Joon, Go Ara and Park Hyung Sik. A lot is chasing after BTS, V but me not so much. Episode 2 was super touching omg! Lee Kwang Soo cameo was simply memorable! I just hope this drama won't be a disappointment like Scarlet Heart...
Wednesday, 14 December 2016
Reliving My Childhood Days
I've watched Winx Club since I was 7, from 2004.
My friend introduced it to me and told me I had to watch it. I wasn't an early riser but this cartoon made me wake up early every Saturday to watch it on TV. If it wasn't for this cartoon, I would sleep in every Saturday~
So I liked Bloom since forever. Maybe coz I always liked the main characters LOL And I absolutely detest the evil villains no matter what show I'm watching.
I've been rewatching the series from Season 1 to the first movie. Previously, I tried to watch until Season 7 but barely made it to the middle. They changed the graphics and voices and it kinda ruined my childhood. But coz I wanted to know what happened, I braced myself HAIZ.
So I heard there is Season 8 and another movie coming up after the two seasons of World Of Winx. Seriously mind-blowing! I wonder if kids nowadays even know what they are watching since the generation now are watching from around Season 6 onwards. Maybe they will grow up realising their childhood was a lie like all of us LOL.
I went to winxclub,com just now and downloaded a few wallpapers and decided to make it into a calendar for my PC coz why not. Call me childish or wateva HAHA.
Below are the calendar templates I generated from calendar-pdf.net Feel free to check out the website for an easy way to get a calendar and your fav photo :D
My friend introduced it to me and told me I had to watch it. I wasn't an early riser but this cartoon made me wake up early every Saturday to watch it on TV. If it wasn't for this cartoon, I would sleep in every Saturday~
So I liked Bloom since forever. Maybe coz I always liked the main characters LOL And I absolutely detest the evil villains no matter what show I'm watching.
I've been rewatching the series from Season 1 to the first movie. Previously, I tried to watch until Season 7 but barely made it to the middle. They changed the graphics and voices and it kinda ruined my childhood. But coz I wanted to know what happened, I braced myself HAIZ.
So I heard there is Season 8 and another movie coming up after the two seasons of World Of Winx. Seriously mind-blowing! I wonder if kids nowadays even know what they are watching since the generation now are watching from around Season 6 onwards. Maybe they will grow up realising their childhood was a lie like all of us LOL.
I went to winxclub,com just now and downloaded a few wallpapers and decided to make it into a calendar for my PC coz why not. Call me childish or wateva HAHA.
Below are the calendar templates I generated from calendar-pdf.net Feel free to check out the website for an easy way to get a calendar and your fav photo :D
JANUARY 2017
FEBRUARY 2017
MARCH 2017
APRIL 2017
MAY 2017
JUNE 2017
JULY 2017
AUGUST 2017
SEPTEMBER 2017
OCTOBER 2017
NOVEMBER 2017
DECEMBER 2017
Wednesday, 7 December 2016
8 DECEMBER = WORSE DAY EVER
Im so gonna be screwed tmr!!!
BYEBYE 15% of my grade
BOO ME FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING A SINGLE SHIT DAMNIT!
WELL I TRIED STUDYING TDY, IT DIDNT WORK.
SRSLY THEY SHOULD GIVE US MODEL ANSWERS SO I CAN ACE MY EXAMS.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SO PISSED NOW!
IM SO GONNA BE MARKED BY THE HATEFUL TEACHER WHEN HE RETURNED OUR PAPERS BACK WHEN SCHOOL REOPENED!
YAY ME! @@
I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER ==
Tuesday, 6 December 2016
Temporary Study Break
Been studying for several hours now... I wonder what I studied...
Damn, I'm screwed! I'm so gonna blame the cher for not teaching us the theory properly ARGH!!! I don't get a single thing!! OMG...
PLEASE PLEASE LET ME AT LEAST PASS THIS STUPID MODULE ARGH!
Well, at least I won't fail one of my papers. My first paper was rather easy just that I forgot a few simple theory tsk. My mind decides to play me at the last moment THANKS (so not pfft)
I read this touching story from twitter about this girl writing a letter to herself 10 years later. I find it cool and maybe I should do it too? DAMN, I seriously think I'm age-ing backwards.
I learn a lot now compared to when I was actually on the growing phase. I think I might really be weird...?
I've run out of english teenage movies, maybe it's time to watch mature ones. NAH... I barely survived an NC16 violent movie without shutting my eyes at every gory scene EWW. I tried watching Deadpool with my underage sister, let's just say we survived the first 5min of it oops. It was too much for my eyes and my fragile heart HAHA.
Well, time to study again. Wish me good luck :)
Until next time...
Damn, I'm screwed! I'm so gonna blame the cher for not teaching us the theory properly ARGH!!! I don't get a single thing!! OMG...
PLEASE PLEASE LET ME AT LEAST PASS THIS STUPID MODULE ARGH!
Well, at least I won't fail one of my papers. My first paper was rather easy just that I forgot a few simple theory tsk. My mind decides to play me at the last moment THANKS (so not pfft)
I read this touching story from twitter about this girl writing a letter to herself 10 years later. I find it cool and maybe I should do it too? DAMN, I seriously think I'm age-ing backwards.
I learn a lot now compared to when I was actually on the growing phase. I think I might really be weird...?
I've run out of english teenage movies, maybe it's time to watch mature ones. NAH... I barely survived an NC16 violent movie without shutting my eyes at every gory scene EWW. I tried watching Deadpool with my underage sister, let's just say we survived the first 5min of it oops. It was too much for my eyes and my fragile heart HAHA.
Well, time to study again. Wish me good luck :)
Until next time...
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