Update

I keep having dreams of KPOP idols that are not my oppa. Maybe coz my sister always watches them beside me and it's kinda annoying since I sorta don't like them.

The weird thing was that my sis's bias was saving me from this evil guy and change my life for the better. I might have read too much on this genre LOL.

So I had a very bad headache sort of thing yesterday which caused me to wake up in the middle of the night twice. Usually I would never wake up when I'm sleeping as I'm a deep sleeper but yesterday was hell. The pain was mostly on my neck at the back of my head and it's very annoying. As I'm typing this, I'm still feeling the pain. ARGHHHHH Life just sucks.

And I realised I'm supposed to be at school today to do my project but I forgot so I decided to do a bit on my other projects at home.

Everyone I know is on overseas, even my family is going next week for 3 days. I'm not going as I don't really feel the hype of going.

I used to be jealous of people going to holidays once or twice a year and they even went cruising before. I feel like a total virgin since I never experienced a lot of things in life. It's aggravating to be living like this at times.

So recently there is 3 Kdramas hot on my list - Weighlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo, Goblin and Hwarang.

I've been catching up with Weighlifting Kim Bok Joo since the 2 main casts caught my eye in School 2015 and Cheese In The Trap respectively. Nam Joo Hyuk is one rising actor man! Lee Sung Kyung wasn't actually my fav person in Cheese In The Trap since she was evil to Kim Go Eun tsk. But she proved to be a very good actress. I caught a glimpse of her in Doctor and it's quite sad she isn't the lead actress coz she is good. Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo granted my wish and bonus, she didn't even have to show her pretty face to show off her charms!

Goblin caught my eye since Lee Dong Wook, Yook Sung Jae and Kim Go Eun is in it. Everyone is there to see Gong Yoo ever since he was so popular in Train to Busan well, me not really. The bromance between Gong Yoo and Lee Dong Wook is one of the most eye-catching scenes though! Especially when Lee Dong Wook bizarre actions takes part in the drama! This drama is worth the hype!

Hwarang is like another Scarlet Heart Ryeo since it is full of kkot nam ja. I'm basically there to see Park Seo Joon, Go Ara and Park Hyung Sik. A lot is chasing after BTS, V but me not so much. Episode 2 was super touching omg! Lee Kwang Soo cameo was simply memorable! I just hope this drama won't be a disappointment like Scarlet Heart...

Reliving My Childhood Days

I've watched Winx Club since I was 7, from 2004.

My friend introduced it to me and told me I had to watch it. I wasn't an early riser but this cartoon made me wake up early every Saturday to watch it on TV. If it wasn't for this cartoon, I would sleep in every Saturday~

So I liked Bloom since forever. Maybe coz I always liked the main characters LOL And I absolutely detest the evil villains no matter what show I'm watching.

I've been rewatching the series from Season 1 to the first movie. Previously, I tried to watch until Season 7 but barely made it to the middle. They changed the graphics and voices and it kinda ruined my childhood. But coz I wanted to know what happened, I braced myself HAIZ.

So I heard there is Season 8 and another movie coming up after the two seasons of World Of Winx. Seriously mind-blowing! I wonder if kids nowadays even know what they are watching since the generation now are watching from around Season 6 onwards. Maybe they will grow up realising their childhood was a lie like all of us LOL.

I went to winxclub,com just now and downloaded a few wallpapers and decided to make it into a calendar for my PC coz why not. Call me childish or wateva HAHA.

Below are the calendar templates I generated from calendar-pdf.net Feel free to check out the website for an easy way to get a calendar and your fav photo :D

JANUARY 2017

FEBRUARY 2017

MARCH 2017

APRIL 2017

MAY 2017

JUNE 2017

JULY 2017

AUGUST 2017

SEPTEMBER 2017

OCTOBER 2017

NOVEMBER 2017

DECEMBER 2017

8 DECEMBER = WORSE DAY EVER

Im so gonna be screwed tmr!!!

BYEBYE 15% of my grade

BOO ME FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING A SINGLE SHIT DAMNIT!

WELL I TRIED STUDYING TDY, IT DIDNT WORK.

SRSLY THEY SHOULD GIVE US MODEL ANSWERS SO I CAN ACE MY EXAMS. 

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

SO PISSED NOW!

IM SO GONNA BE MARKED BY THE HATEFUL TEACHER WHEN HE RETURNED OUR PAPERS BACK WHEN SCHOOL REOPENED!

YAY ME! @@

I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER ==

Temporary Study Break

Been studying for several hours now... I wonder what I studied...

Damn, I'm screwed! I'm so gonna blame the cher for not teaching us the theory properly ARGH!!! I don't get a single thing!! OMG...

PLEASE PLEASE LET ME AT LEAST PASS THIS STUPID MODULE ARGH!

Well, at least I won't fail one of my papers. My first paper was rather easy just that I forgot a few simple theory tsk. My mind decides to play me at the last moment THANKS (so not pfft)

I read this touching story from twitter about this girl writing a letter to herself 10 years later. I find it cool and maybe I should do it too? DAMN, I seriously think I'm age-ing backwards.

I learn a lot now compared to when I was actually on the growing phase. I think I might really be weird...?

I've run out of english teenage movies, maybe it's time to watch mature ones. NAH... I barely survived an NC16 violent movie without shutting my eyes at every gory scene EWW. I tried watching Deadpool with my underage sister, let's just say we survived the first 5min of it oops. It was too much for my eyes and my fragile heart HAHA.

Well, time to study again. Wish me good luck :)

Until next time...

The Wrong Path

I've decided to end my virtual world and then I receive an email from a virtual friend. WOW.

Things just aren't going my way.

I have my mid terms next week. I'm so not ready. Well at least there is no paper on Wednesday.

The only problem is I still can't find my calculator. I swear it's like my 10th calculator already! ARGH! I must have left it in the library the other day coz I can't find it anywhere!!

Sooo, I decided not to get a new one since it's my last semester. I juz hope my sister's calculator won't bail on me. And I need to get it approved. Such a bummer!

I've been thinking, maybe I'm on the wrong track. I should have ended this 2 years ago. Now I've wasted 2 years + studying something I hate and end up not getting anywhere. I should have went to study F&B Business like I wanted to. I was delusional to think that he would go there with me too.

I feel so ashamed now to be so delusional and desperate over some teenage crush. PFFT, I'm so stupid.

I feel more stupid now, realising two days ago, I tried stalking his social media. Well, obviously he didn't update so I just wasted my effort. ARGH!!

OMG I should stop thinking about him. DAMN, to think I wasted 3 whole years liking him?! What's with me and wasting 3 years LOL. I wasted 3 years before and I'm wasting 3 years again. My fate with life sux.

My playlist seems boring now, so here I am listening to the radio and Bruno Mars - It Will Rain is playing. I feel more depressed now. :\

I've been dying to do a health check. And then, my sort of smart ass friend decided to say just take a freaking blood test coz I'm wasting my money on nonsense ECG. Well, it's my money and my wish. God, just let me do it! I've got a very bad feeling about my heart so I need to get it check out. -shrugs-

Well, I might die sometime and with my failing memory, I'm trying to record my life everyday in case I forgot certain memories. OH WELL I failed my life.

Subconscious and Conscious Mind

I've been having weird dreams lately. On the plus side, at least I'm not so sleep-deprived, I guess. And also, I might be able to control my insomnia the healthy way. So I know I cannot sleep early, so I made use of the time to do my project. Hell, all my teachers decided to bomb us projects when exams are round the corner. Powerpoints, reports and whatnot all due when school reopen. Save Me!!!

I've decided not to work for now until after I graduated. I need a break from all the nonsense. I need more me time so work has to be sacrificed. Money is sacrificed too, oh well.

So this morning, around midnight, my friend texted me about this "DBS paylah" promo (whilst stock last). I earned a good SGD5.00 but then I got greedy. I wanted more but no one is willing to help me. DAMN, they all scared and whatnot. I needed the moneh bitches.

If any of you readers decides to help me, download the DBS paylah app and sign up. Remember to key in my referral code "AMEHZU710" and you can get SGD5.00 too. Hurry coz only first 30k transaction.

Well, enough about money talk, now Kdrama is getting boring. The nice ones are not in seasonal so I watched english sitcoms when I'm bored and decided to turn on the tv. My father installed this thingy called "MBOX" and there is this app called Megabox. It's super good coz all new movies are there (but I don't watch them) and english tv shows are even included. I managed to watch the whole "ICarly" series. I used to watch them but not in order as I didn't have the tv cable last time. Now, I wished I had so I can watch all the Disney Channel sitcoms like The Suite Life series. DAMN, my childhood is being missed.

I feel bad nowadays, cos everyone is chasing after their K namjas. I lost hope in voting for MAMA 2016. Let's face it, INFINITE lost their glory days since Last Romeo and when they embarrassed themselves EPIC!! Dongwoo was super hilarious like always.

It's saddening coz no matter how good they are, they are not winning MAMA anymore. IT'S UNFAIR. Even now, BTOB has a nice comeback song again "I'll Be Your Man" but they are being under-appreciated. KPOP is becoming weird.

I saw an article about the 3 rookie girl groups from SM, YG and JYP. The top 3 entertainment agency. Well, I seriously hoped BLACKPINK rises among the other two - Red Velvet and Twice coz they are better and I don't really like RV and T. (Hate me all you want but I'm still not gonna like them; maybe at most I only like Jeongyeon)

OKAY, back to my subconscious mind, I think I have a wild imagination deep inside my head that only comes out in my dreams. I should take note of them and maybe make use of it when I'm in the mood for some story writing HAHA.

Time to continue my report writing; SAYOUNARA MINNA-SAN!!!

A Not So Good Night

Well, I sort of forced myself to go to sleep yesterday, which totally didn't work out.

I slept at 2am. YAY at least I improved from 4am and barely managed to wake up for school today. THANK GOD my class starts at 10am today.

So I was abruptly woken up from my sleep by my alarm and ALSO this very weird dream.

I vaguely remember the whole details but the main thing is the characters and what I did in the dream.

Disclaimer: The following paragraphs may or may not offend some people BUT HEY, it's juz a dream~

So if I remember correctly, I was sort "mates" with 2 guys namely GOT7 BamBam and Mark. (weird right, I know) First of all, no offence and all, I rather dream about my INFINITE oppas especially Dongwoo but NO, my brain decided to make me dream about GOT7.

Anywho, back to the dream, I was at first destined to be mates with BamBam. And to sort of "seal the deal" (basically, agreeing to be mates) with this mate thing, I had to bite of my mate's ear and sort of suck the blood out. (I mean, eww?! I hate the taste of blood the most) Well anyways, in my dream, my mate's blood is supposed to be sweet. So yeah, his blood is sweet.

And then, a sudden change in scenes, I was sort of given another mate. GOD knows why but I'm into polygamy?! Well, Mark was to be my second mate and I was to mark him the same way. But, something forbids it and ta-dah, we cannot process the marking. So, I had to taste bitter blood like EWW. I can already imagine the taste.

So I woke up after feeling disgusted. I told my friend this morning and she suggested me googling what my dream was about. I was sure nothing would come out coz I always have weird dreams. Maybe the too much werewolves and vampires stories on wattpad made me go crazy. Like seriously?!

Well, I went to google it, and it's the closest I could get since who on earth would post a dream like mine?!

• Luck if collecting or drinking blood - When you dream that you collect or even drink the blood, this announces you will have good prospects and good hopes
• Biting someone so as to make him bleed -  You love him but will harm him
• The dreamer biting someone out of love - Will love him more

GREAT. I think I'm lost now. OHWELLS T^T