Hi blog! Long time no see! So....... life has been hectic i guess... as always... I'm like waiting for Uni Applications but I still don't know what I want to do in life GG...
These past few days has been sooooooooooo tiring I KENNUT.
But I think itz coz I'm juz kinda depressed LOL... Things are like biting me in the ass and I'm like here lost at what to do... Well 12 June 2017 marks the day when I was a goner... I think I lost myself on that night... Such a bummer... I'm like letting a rejection get to me like this...
Letz start frm the beginning shall we? Well first, I got crazy and decided to confess so I sent him a song link of Carly Rae Jepsen's I Really Like You... and things were going smooth I guess since he said he don't mind with a r/s or whatever... and then few days later BOOM, I plunged downhill like on a rollercoaster ride that is going down...
Saying I was fine was underrated since I wasn't. Till date, I think I'm still not okay... I guess time will heal ba... But based on my past experience, I dun think I'm gonna will myself to forget this coz I think I might forget my other memories instead... I guess I have to stay strong for now... Even arcades not working in cheering me up...
Reading back my poem "A Fool" makes me think that it was me... I think I predicted my own future LOL GG What is wrong with me and my love life? Juz stay single sua rite? Lesser problem, lesser commitments, lesser drama...
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